Good morning, good afternoon. I have decided this is how I will start my
blogs. I’m not sure why I just think that having something to start with is
useful. I’m not really sure why I want to start this blog. English or writing
has never been my strong point, however I think that being able to be mostly
anonymous, and having a place where a can put my thoughts and questions it what
entices me. I am starting (well sort of) I guess I am entering into my last
year of high school, and I think I want to document how I feel. I am a part of
my schools leadership team which is something I have wanted for so long. But my
life is defined by goals by wants, I strive to achieve accolades and I picture
in my head with great excitement what it might be like to achieve or win
something, and then if or when it actually happens I never get that sense of fulfilment
that I expect. I guess I don’t know who or what I want to be. When I was
younger I always thought I would know what I would want to do, or be. But I am
stuck and really contemplating what it is all for. We go through our lives, we
go to school and then maybe Uni, then we work star a family and then work some
more. I think I want to do some good in the world but I'm not sure how. I don’t
know what to do or where to go. I don’t know what decision to make about my
future. Maybe I should just live each moment as it comes but I have no idea how.
well shit. That got deep fast. Anyways I might document my feelings about
school, and the world and how I feel on here. But I’m not sure let see where
this adventure takes us.In the words of the great Truman Burbank (cheers year 8 English
class) "Good afternoon, good evening and goodnight"
